Holistic Healing With Love


A safe place to connect with others and self heal your soul with love. You are not alone when going through grief, depression, PTSD, heartbreak, childhood trauma, anxiety, addiction, or just navigating this complex thing we call life.

This is where I share my knowledge of numerology and all things esoteric as well as the many experiences in my life that have helped me heal.

*If you or someone you know is having suicidal thoughts or needs professional help please click the link below or dial 911.*

“The core of your greatness is encoded in your name and birthday. It’s time for you to realize your greatness.” – Marcy Mendoza

*If you or someone you know is having suicidal thoughts, needs professional help or just needs an ear to listen, please click on one of the many resource links listed below or dial 911 for emergency assitance.*   In honor of my niece, Rachel Megan Montoya, who took[…]

I had always believed that if a person was in enough mental and emotional pain that it should be okay to commit suicide. Perhaps because I have been one of those people who has felt that pain. I had a first hand perspective so to speak. People say[…]

I have been following Doreen Virtue for years. I own many of her books and tarot decks. Her work is very healing and very inspiring to me and has helped me so much along my life’s journey. Now before you read this, when I use the word “God”,[…]

*I am not a doctor nor a licensed therapist. I do not give medical care, medical treatment or medical advice. I am a minister and numerologist. The only thing I offer here is my emotional support, compassion, love, understanding, knowledge gained, wisdom, spiritual guidance, tarot readings, and numerology[…]

All my life I have wanted to help children heal in some way. Perhaps because my childhood was quite challenging I wanted to be able to be there for them so they would know that there are people who care and understand them and that they are not[…]

“What is Numerology?” I get asked this question often. Many compare it to astrology, similar but very different. Numbers do not lie. “Numerology is the study of the vibration and symbolism of numbers. It is used to determine one’s personality, strengths, weaknesses, talents, obstacles, inner needs, emotional reactions and ways[…]

You ever wonder how people come up with their “favorite” number? I have and I have discovered through my years as a numerologist that these numbers are not just random selection. Our higher all knowing self chose that number because it knows deep down it means something more.[…]

Some people have a tough time believing in tarot or other divination tools. Mostly for lack of faith in the unknown. Unless they can explain it scientifically, they just can’t believe. Tarot is an interesting tool. If you believe that all the answers are within than you will[…]

Heartbreak is painful, that is why it’s called “heart break”, not “heart intact”. lol To be honest, there is no easy way to mend a broken heart. It’s takes time, and time, when you are going through heartbreak, seems to go on forever. It’s what you do in[…]

I have been writing “Healing With Love” for a few months now. It’s still in the very early stages and it’s been one of the toughest things I’ve ever worked on, mentally and emotionally. I know it will be a while before it’s finally completed for publication but[…]

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*I am not a doctor nor a licensed therapist. I do not give medical care, treatment or advice. I am a minister and numerologist. All I do is offer you my emotional support, love and understanding. I share what has helped me in my struggles with depression in hopes that maybe it can help someone in need.

If you feel you need professional assistance, please call the Suicide Prevention Hotline at: 1-800-273-8255 or  visit their website for more information and resources. https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org

If this is a life threatening emergency, please dial 911 immediately.*