Holistic Healing With Love


A safe place to connect with others and self heal your soul with love. You are not alone when going through grief, depression, PTSD, heartbreak, childhood trauma, anxiety, addiction, hell, awakening or just navigating this complex thing we call life.

This is where I share my knowledge of numerology, healing, spirituality, and all things esoteric and metaphysical as well as the many experiences in my life that have helped me along my journey.

*If you or someone you know is having suicidal thoughts or needs professional help please click the link below or dial 911.*

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“The core of your greatness is encoded in your name and birthday. It’s time for you to realize your greatness.” – Marcy Mendoza

Posted this on my Facebook on September 8th, 2017. I wanted to share it here publicly after watching this video because her events are it was very similar to the dreams I have been having for some time. Link for video at end of post. “I had a[…]

The inspiration: On 08/16/2017 my beautiful niece, Rachel Megan Montoya, committed suicide. We were devastated by this tragic event. Her death left us with so many unanswered questions. Could we have saved her? What if we had just reached out? How long had she been feeling this way?[…]

When I started this spiritual journey down the rabbit hole back in 1999 I didn’t know how far I would go and how dark it would get. The journey inward has been an experience to say the least.  I have learned so much about myself and in the[…]

I know I used to share “signs” on Facebook and I had stopped for a long time because it got to the point where it was overwhelming to share every little aspect of my journey. It was very time consuming and frankly, I didn’t think many would care[…]

I created Healing With Love almost 3 years ago to help me get through the sudden and tragic death of a love, Michael Joseph Christopher Kraesig. Besides my father, this was my first real loss. It was mainly just a project for myself but I made it public[…]

*If you or someone you know is having suicidal thoughts, needs professional help or just needs an ear to listen, please click on one of the many resource links listed below or dial 911 for emergency assitance.*   In honor of my niece, Rachel Megan Montoya, who took[…]

I had always believed that if a person was in enough mental and emotional pain that it should be okay to commit suicide. Perhaps because I have been one of those people who has felt that pain. I had a first hand perspective so to speak. People say[…]

I have been following Doreen Virtue for years. I own many of her books and tarot decks. Her work is very healing and very inspiring to me and has helped me so much along my life’s journey. Now before you read this, when I use the word “God”,[…]

*I am not a doctor nor a licensed therapist. I do not give medical care, medical treatment or medical advice. I am a minister and numerologist. The only thing I offer here is my emotional support, compassion, love, understanding, knowledge gained, wisdom, spiritual guidance, tarot readings, and numerology[…]

All my life I have wanted to help children heal in some way. Perhaps because my childhood was quite challenging I wanted to be able to be there for them so they would know that there are people who care and understand them and that they are not[…]

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*I am not a doctor nor a licensed therapist. I do not give medical care, treatment or advice. I am a minister and numerologist. All I do is offer you my emotional support, love and understanding. I share what has helped me in my struggles with depression in hopes that maybe it can help someone in need.

If you feel you need professional assistance, please call the Suicide Prevention Hotline at: 1-800-273-8255 or  visit their website for more information and resources. https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org

If this is a life threatening emergency, please dial 911 immediately.*