“The Apocalypse” Dream I Had
Posted this on my Facebook on September 8th, 2017. I wanted to share it here publicly after watching this video because her events are it was very similar to the dreams I have been having for some time. Link for video at end of post.
“I had a dream about the apocalypse (“An apocalypse is a disclosure of knowledge or revelation. In religious contexts it is usually a disclosure of something hidden, “a vision of heavenly secrets that can make sense of earthly realities”) this morning. I promise, it’s not religious, though it may seem like it but once you get to the end, you will understand. But before I get to that dream I am sharing this story today because I feel it’s time. I have waited almost 14 years to share this. It took 14 years to rid myself of the fear of judgment and fear of ridicule and to have faith that it would be received with open hearts. I had always said when I am ready, I will know, and I will share it. I am ready so here it is.
In 2003 I was on a very spiritual path, not religious, spiritual. I was finding myself, trying to be better than the woman I was before. I would meditate hours a day while my boyfriend was away for months on end. That alone time was crucial to my spiritual growth. I was the happiest and most at peace I had been in all my life. Manifesting abundance, being creative, writing, connecting with others, shining my light. Bliss.
Well, one night I was sitting in bed watching something mundane and an electric guitar playing shadow/demon appeared over me and hypnotized me with heavy metal music, (yes, weird, I know. I was there. Lol I loved heavy metal so that was very strange for me) then while I was hypnotized another shadow figure took over. He wore a black cloak and looked much like the grim reaper. He telekinetically pinned my body against the bed and began vacuuming my soul out with his mouth, “Cat’s Eye” style for all my horror movie lovers out there. Lol Terrified was an understatement. I am not religious but my heart knew the only way to make it stop was to ask for help from Jesus. *this was me at the time 🤷🏻♀️ lol*
I mentally screamed for Jesus to please save me, and he did. The shadow demons disappeared and I was left sitting there wondering what the heck just happened. 😳
I am Grateful to Jesus for making my torment stop. Talked to my sister about it and we smudged my room with sage to cleanse it of anything sinister. Then……
A few days later, the most profound experience of my life happened that has now taken me 13 years and 8 month to share.
I remember I was sitting on the bed and a flame appeared at the foot of my bed. I panicked because I thought my room was on fire. I could feel the flames penetrating my skin, I felt I was sure to burn. I wanted to scream for help but I was frozen in terror. Then out of the blazing flames appeared a man. He looked like Jesus but not the way we perceive him or how he’s depicted but similar. He almost looked so HD that it was like claymation or something like that, not of this earthly frequency. I was terrified of him. I looked up and saw his face and immediately looked down because I did not feel worthy of his presence. I couldn’t look at him. I felt shame and guilt and sadness and all I could think was that I was sorry and not worthy of being here.
He put his hand out for me to reach for and telepathically told me to not be scared, have faith, and to put my hand in his. I still could not look up at him without bawling but I did have faith that I would not burn and I put my hand in his. Once my hand was firmly in his, he put his other hand on my forehead and prayed.
He told me “Pray for the demons to be gone”. His voice did not sound of this Earth, the frequency of it was distorted but I understood telepathically what he was saying. I felt our hearts connect and I felt tremendous peace and just as fast as he arrived, he was gone. I was left sitting there at the edge of the bed drenched in sweat. I looked around and the fire had done no damage around me or the room.
I didn’t know how to feel after that. I am not religious, I was not a follower of Jesus, nothing of the sort. More science based but I had faith in a higher power. So I was confused about why this man came to me out of all the people I know who are super religious. I also pondered what “demons” he meant since before the shadow demon experience, didn’t believe in demons or stuff like that. Maybe these demons he spoke of were the demons of our past, that we suppress, deep down in our psyche, who knows.
Then a few days later I had a dream, I walked into a church and there was a pianist playing. At the time I had no clue who this man was nor did I have a clue what song it was he was playing. I was seated directly in front of him and he began to sing a song to me and I just stared at him because the words were so beautiful, yet I had never heard them before.
I woke up and the words were seared in my brain so I googled them. The man was Chris Martin from Coldplay. I know, random, I wasn’t even a fan of Coldplay at the time nor had I ever heard this song. 🤷🏻♀️ lol
Any who, the lyrics are as follows:
“Come up to meet you, tell you I’m sorry, You don’t know how lovely you are.
I had to find you, Tell you I need you, Tell you I set you apart.
Tell me your secrets, And ask me your questions, Oh, let’s go back to the start.
Running in circles, Coming up tails, Heads on a science apart.
Nobody said it was easy, It’s such a shame for us to part, Nobody said it was easy, No one ever said it would be this hard, Oh, take me back to the start.
I was just guessing at numbers and figures, Pulling the puzzles apart.
Questions of science, Science and progress, Do not speak as loud as my heart.
Tell me you love me, Come back and haunt me, Oh, and I rush to the start, Running in circles, Chasing our tails, Coming back as we are.
Nobody said it was easy, Oh, it’s such a shame for us to part, Nobody said it was easy, No one ever said it would be so hard, I’m going back to the start.”
I think the song was about repeating the same destructive patterns of life over and over again and expecting different results.
I needed to change the patterns and frequency. I needed to use my heart, listen to it, the heart speaks truth, it never lies.
I have only shared this story with a handful of very close people in my life. But I have felt that I needed to share this, I felt the pressure building up and I just didn’t know when I would share it. I knew I would get a sign and feel it, today is that day. And the sign came to me in the form of a dream this morning.
In my dream people were scared, terrified actually. Lots of floods, quakes, hurricanes, fires, rain. Etc. I was with a friend and we were watching tv and shit was hitting the fan and I got a message from the tv that only I could see. It was the image behind the dollar, then I zoomed into the pyramid, then zoomed into the eye, then I zoomed into a portal in the eye, then zoomed into who was coming through that portal, then I saw who was coming through. I said to my friend “he’s coming.”
She became terrified. And at first it was Satan (fear, death, destruction, despair, hopelessness) and she became more terrified but then I said, “no, not him”. And then she saw the bright light. She began crying and bowing and kneeling at my feet, thanking me and begging for forgiveness for not seeing it. She saw a demon coming through but I told her it was all about perspective, what we see is what we get. I began changing who was coming through the portal. Instead of evil and destruction, I saw love, peace, light, compassion, brotherhood, community, and empathy coming through. She just wept at my feet with tears of apologies, sadness, gratitude, love and relief. Her fear dissipated and she just kept bowing at my feet with gratitude. I believe I was her and she was me, we are one. I was thanking myself for seeing a positive perspective versus the darkness and demons my brain tends to lean towards at times. So in my dream, I was saving my world with a perspective change. No longer seeing evil, demons, and darkness, just seeing LOVE.
Jesus, represents Love to me, not religion. He is a person, like you and I who just came to Earth to preach LOVE. Much like many people out there who are doing the same without the title of a God. In that sense, we are all Gods. Gods of our own world and reality.
Since I communicate very well with numbers. This is what I see….
What I got from this dream is I see us moving beyond money and greed, 8. Into the Age of Enlightenment, 9. People no longer solely focusing on money but focusing more on helping others, charity, arts, humanitarianism, love, peace, compassion, understanding, empathy, healing their own past wounds. And I see an old belief system falling away where money was God back to the original God and creator of our world, us.
I am YOU, you are ME, we are all brothers and sisters on this beautiful Earth. We change this world by changing our perspective on it. Our past is our past, we leave it there and focus on the beauty we can create together now. It’s all about “Perspective”, thank you for reading. With Love and Gratitude, Maricela Mendoza.”
— feeling grateful.